Looking, Presently, Immently by loveislost1987, literature
Literature
Looking, Presently, Immently
Looking back so much is obvious
life will begin and end;
this much is obvious.
Right to prolong life we will defend;
so painfully obvious.
Presently little beauty is noticed
Sun will set only to once again rise;
Beautiful daily glimpses.
Night comes; moon, changes size
magnificent nightly images.
Imminently so much will be obliterated
air will cease;
Water will dry out-
Fire will burn out;
Earth will decease-
Spirit
Will
Fail.
Youve been gone for a while,
It seems like forever since I last saw your smile,
Some days are harder than others,
When Im out with friends, potential lovers,
It isnt so hard, to go on living
Some nights I dont see your death repeating,
But when Im home alone,
My mind begins to roam.
Sometimes I can hear you call my name,
Like everything was still the same.
My heart longs to have you hear again,
Without all the suffering, no more pain.
Some afternoons when the sun is bright,
I can see you sitting there, soaking up Gods light.
Then I look away, because I know you arent really there,
All t
Enough is enough,
You dont think Im tough,
Youre wrong, so very wrong,
Now fall listening, to my enchanted song.
Im not giving in to you,
Not after all youve put us through.
We will take you on without fear,
Yes, become spellbound draw near.
See? We arent afraid,
Now into light you will fade.
Dark, evil Demon, youll burn,
Now maybe this lesson youll learn.
Dont fight what you cant defeat,
Be careful when this Being you meet.
Shell burn you alive,
And from your suffering she will thrive.
It doesnt matter who you are,
The northern lights, or Hells Sta
Stare at me point out all my flaws,
Lie; tell me Im the true cause.
You rape me with the memories,
Deny me my rightful glories.
Claim God has forsaken me,
Speak of grotesque sins with in me,
Those I havent committed, those I have,
You drown me in my own blood bath.
Now I have a piece of you,
And now I; we can destroy you.
All you have done,
I pronounce undone.
Never again can you cause pain,
From all your evil ways refrain.
Banished to the prison of your mind,
There you are now confined.
The knowledge of your powers,
I now devour,
Into the black hole I send them,
This is your final end.
Not what you think,
Not that missing link.
You put to much confidence in me,
Youre wrong, thats plain and easy to see.
Im nothing special, just another girl,
Theres 3 billion more just like me in the world,
Im just here for your pleasure, your gun for hire.
Dont worry bout me just fulfill your desire.
Just another whore, slut on the street,
Like all the others you meet.
Blue-eyed all American Beauty,
You never thought Id face this reality.
Little dirty girl, used and abused,
Someone please just put out my fuse.
Stop this endless burning
Constant fears, always repeating-repeating.
Dance
Letting you down seems to be my past time,
the one I do so well, this is a pathetic line.
I say I'm sorry, I'll never do it again,
Beg you to forgive me, for causing you this pain,
And you always do, or you did,
Till that morning, I found you dead.
I can't ask why He took you then,
He is God, He won't tell us why, how or when,
I know I have to grin and bear it,
But, my wrists I'd much rather slit.
Bring an end to all of this,
And be with you, in the land of bliss.
I wish you would have taken me with you,
Especially after all we've been through.
You were my rock, the one who held me together,
We were supposed to be together fore
Banished from heaven and branded,
The center of earthly hell is where you landed.
The city. Pit of despair,
I agree it isnt really fair.
No one should suffer that hellish fate,
To your dilemma, I can fully relate.
You call out, desperate for celestial contact,
I hear, and I call back.
Relief is found in seeing you arent alone,
Not the only one cast down from a heavenly throne.
Dark Angel, I feel your anger rise,
No, it doesnt come as a surprise.
I know exactly how you feel,
No, time does not heal.
Anger turns to resentment to hurt to despair,
Then you go and hide, find your own lair.
Then, the sun creeps in,
Black words of faith inscribed
Upon this white, alabaster skin,
To show the future, where minds should abide,
Believe in every way, without, within.
Yes, we will all bleed,
That is what we read,
The future wont always look so bright,
But, with the Blessed Three, there will be light.
Many lives will be lost,
Unfortunately, that is the cost,
Thousands will be saved,
No more will any be enslaved.
Believe in Hope for a new beginning,
Because this fight, we are already winning,
With the God of Jacob and Isaac by our side,
Evil has every reason to be scared and try to hide.
Jesus is our savior; hell not leave,
This Hol
Looking, Presently, Immently by loveislost1987, literature
Literature
Looking, Presently, Immently
Looking back so much is obvious
life will begin and end;
this much is obvious.
Right to prolong life we will defend;
so painfully obvious.
Presently little beauty is noticed
Sun will set only to once again rise;
Beautiful daily glimpses.
Night comes; moon, changes size
magnificent nightly images.
Imminently so much will be obliterated
air will cease;
Water will dry out-
Fire will burn out;
Earth will decease-
Spirit
Will
Fail.
Class and trash they don't mix
Yea I know you're in a fix
Boy I don't need any more of your trix
Take some other chick to the flix.
I'm through with you
Dating you was like dating the flu,
You and I were never gonna work
I couldn't deal with all you quarks.
Find another sap
To sit on your lap,
Don't bother callin
I don't wanna hear your crap
I won't listen to your cryin
Just like Mariah Carey
You and your dirty lil deeds
Have no affect one me
I don't care if your heart bleeds.
This may sound cold
But boy, your love is old
Its history
A sad love story
Will I cry at the end?
Hell no! Go find another friend
To listen to y
I was once in love, it felt wonderful
Then, my love became unfaithful.
I forgave him,
"Because", I told myself, "I love him".
Then he went astray
Love is lost I say!
Love breaks the soul
It is an evil little troll.
It will make you feel as light as a cloud
Love tells you there are no rules aloud,
Love is covered in a pretty white shroud
Underneath it is as ugly as sin
It pulls you deep within
With its seemingly true lies and pleading cries,
You see, my dear
Love is something to fear.
It will break your heart,
Yet tell you it won't from the start,
Love is the one emotion
That can bring joy and destroy it
Love is an intoxi
I've said farewell to my innocence
Good-bye to my youthful ignorance.
I'm no longer their perfect angel,
I've overcome that spell.
Now I know that touch
I want it so much!
Now I know that feeling
And how it makes me wanna hit the ceiling.
I'm done playin the game their way
I'm sayin good night to their rules
And good morning to a brand new day
I'm gonna play them like fools.
Tired of being their kind of perfect
Around them, I feel like a defect.
I've finally found my wings
I'm yearning to find new beginnings.
I'm ready to be set free,
To sing a new melody.
Don't ask me to go back to bein ten
Can you still be my friend?
I
Falling so fast,
He never heard that lethal blast.
Fighting for my freedom, he died.
His legacy will go down in history,
I'll never let his truth be a mystery.
Even though I'm not sure of his name
I'll make sure
Everyone knows of this Iraqi solider.
On the battle field of death
He achieves his fame
In deaths depths
His last cry is heard by all,
To his last resting place, he crawls.
All ears hear his final words
"Let not my death be for nothing!
Let it be your reason to continue fighting!"
For one Iraqi solider
The war is far from over,
His battles are just beginning
Avenging his brothers death,
Is his reason for fighting.
Its cold here, I'm feeling numb
Even though it's only my first snow,
I feel the cold seeping through my clothes.
Where I am no one knows.
I close my eyes; I see my hopes and dreams as they die.
My tears freeze on my cold face,
Death begins to caress my body.
I fall into space, without a trace
can anybody hear me? Anybody?
I'm lost to Jack Frost.
I accept my destiny,
Never to know my true fantasy.
My first and last, winter snow.
To all those children who freeze because of their parents.
I can't decide,
Should I show how I feel or just hide?
I want you, but I don't
I need you, but there are times I won't.
Can you wait?
Can we wipe the slate?
Should we?
Will we?
I know I'm full of questions,
Because I don't want this to be deception,
I want us to be together.
For us to never part; never,
I don't want to close our chapter in my life,
I want to see where we go, will we end?
Or will I be your wife?
I'm trying to scare you,
I just want to see were we lead,
I'm not trying to plead.
There's just this part of me
That wants to be
Yours.
Hun, I'm confused,
My heart feels like it has been abused.
Just please, tell
Love is dead.
Its intoxicating blood has been shed.
No more can it be found
No longer do I hear its sound.
In me, love is gone
Never again will its blinding light dawn.
Once I dared to love
My heart for a time was soaring so terribly high above,
Then as all things must
His love for me turned to dust,
And my heart came crashing down
In a pool of tears it did drown.
And so ends my tail
Of my love that did fail.
When I talk you ignore me.
Why don't you listen to me?
When I try to tell you about something, you act as if I'm not here.
When I am talking you don't hear.
When I try to talk to you about my life
all I get from is strife.
When will you start listening to me?
When it's too late and I cease to be?
It's too late now
I've taken that final bow.
You waited too long to pay attention
And did I forget to mention?
You made me do this.
I had no choice
You wouldn't hear my voice
I begged and pleaded
For you to understand is what was needed.
But now its too late
You caused my terrible fate.
I wish you would have listened to me
Then
my God is a funny God.
He likes jokes and banana peels.
mostly banana peels.
my funny God is a teenage boy.
slapstick.
dark comedy.
humiliation.
my funny God is a hybrid - hyena and house fly.
my funny God laughs with a bellow
a bellow so deep it could shake mountains
would shake mountains
(if anyone else could hear Him).
my funny God sees the future.
he's a raven and a writing desk-
a chicken and pavement-
a thief of the sea at a moving picture show-
the final fall of a percussion kit.
my funny God knows my laughter is false.
facetious.
biting giggles.
watch-your-toes.
my God is a funny God.
but he tells horrid jokes.
I force all my pain inward
watch it upon my face
and feel my pain.
I want you to hurt as you watch
me writhe in pain.
As I cut myself with razors
and let the blood pour into
a puddle at my feet.
I want you to feel my pain and more.
My heart bleeding out
and shriveling into a size no bigger
than a black stone.
I rip it out and watch your
horrified face as I take my razor
and one more deep stroke against
my throat and black out.
My heart, so small it would be mistaken
for candy.
And swallowed down into your
stomach, where it would be dissolved
by your toxic acids for ten years
or more.
A long time ago you
Why...
Why...When I write my best is when I'm depressed.
Why...When I feel sad, lonely, and unwanted it feels normal.
Why...When I feel happy I feel weird inside an unnatural feeling.
A feeling of disgust that I just want to be sad again something bad to happen.
Why...Do I wish hurt upon myself, that me to be gone and no one to care.
Why...Do I wish I was someone else ?
Why...Does everything wrong happen it does seem happen to me.
Why...Do I always feel like I screw everything up ?
Just...
Why...
The Night we first Felt the Sea by SilverLining-studios, literature
Literature
The Night we first Felt the Sea
Cheek to cheek
nose to nose
lips that feel just like when I held on to that rose
Wrist to wrist
lips to lips
chest to chest
We were always just that close
So how come when I reach up my fingers
the only thing I feel is your heart beating between us
Tangled in these white sheets
I feel a thousand miles closer to you
I've been wishing on these stars
for your heart on me
Like the first time we felt the sea
Eye to eye
skin to skin
Side by side
we were laying on the sand
Arm in arm
dusk to dawn
With the sun fading through these curtains that need to be drawn and
a little last night on these sheets
So how come when I reach up
Demons Don't Die by Zaphod-Beeblebrox58, literature
Literature
Demons Don't Die
Demons don't die
They just lie very still
A testament of fear
A test of my will
Demons don't cry
But the will hide in fear
Time is the friend
That they all hold dear
Demons don't die
Or fade in the night
Demons don't die
Or fade in the night
Demons will hide
And shrivel in the light
Cutting,
Splicing.
Wrists,
Twist.
I cut my self,
To keep my heart on its proper shelf
If I do this,
Nothing goes amiss.
I keep things inside,
Long ago the love inside me died.
My emotions shown are few.
I will pay my dues.
Make everyone think I'm fine.
Make them feel I'm fine.
I watch the blood flow from my veins.
I stay locked away,
In my cell, in my chains.
All I see is darkness, I know no day.
I shed no tears,
I show no fears.
I've done this for years.
I am an actress.
Showing no distress.
My life is a stage,
The spotlight, tis a deathly cage.
I don't let them see
I'm a mess.
I show them what they wan
Current Residence: USA Favourite genre of music: anything but Jazz Favourite photographer: N/A Favourite style of art: traditional or anime Operating System: Windows XP Pro MP3 player of choice: Zune Shell of choice: hard and soft Wallpaper of choice: Germany in the Fall Skin of choice: my truelove's Favourite cartoon character: tigger, tweety, and Secret Bear from Care bears Personal Quote: bite me.
Favourite Visual Artist
Anyone who has talent
Favourite Movies
LOTR Trilogy, Peter Pan, Titanic, Finding Neverland The Note book
Ok, well I'm going to put together a book of my poetry, so if you want one note me and we'll get the shipping info and such.
As far as pricing goes, they'll probably be $12-$13 plus shipping and handling.
So I'd really like to get an idea of who wants one and of course I'll sign it so whoever buys one gets my autograph too! Lucky you! Lol jk I'm totally kidding!
Anyways, please note/comment here so I know who wants one.
Thank you in advance!
Nikkie
**Edit**
I will also be including a photo on the back like most authors do with some info about myself.
Someone suggested that I do that as like an incentive.
We'll see if it works.
lol
Who want's to play?
The first ten people who reply to this journal and tell me that they want a spot will have me go through their gallery and pick three deviations, which in turn will be featured in this journal.
The catch is that to qualify, you MUST post a similar journal. This gives us an opportunity to really appreciate and support this artistic global community we've got going on here.
Have fun and thanks for playing with me..
~TibodinJay (https://www.deviantart.com/tibodinjay) started it...
Ok, here are :iconTibodinJay:'s 3 deviations I chose
http://tibodinjay.deviantart.com/art/Non-Federation-Snowflakes-2006-74252725
http://tibodinjay.deviantart.com/art/Federati