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Cutting,
Splicing.
Wrists,
Twist.

I cut my self,
To keep my heart on its proper shelf
If I do this,
Nothing goes amiss.
I keep things inside,
Long ago the love inside me died.


My emotions shown are few.
I will pay my dues.
Make everyone think I’m fine.
Make them feel I’m fine.
I watch the blood flow from my veins.

I stay locked away,
In my cell, in my chains.
All I see is darkness, I know no day.
I shed no tears,
I show no fears.
I've done this for years.

I am an actress.
Showing no distress.
My life is a stage,
The spotlight, tis a deathly cage.
I don’t let them see
I’m a mess.

I show them what they want to see.
I cut,
So what?
Who cares?
Who would dare?
No one.
I am alone.
©2005-2009 ~loveislost1987
:iconloveislost1987:

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The reason behind cutting, and yes I have cut before.

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:iconzodiac-kitten:
I wish i could put into words what i think about this poem but honestly words dont come to me. Simply put I like it. I can understand what that feels like and i can relate alot to it. Sadly..I wish i didnt so much.. yeah anyways. great poem. :+fav:
:iconloveislost1987:
Thank you, and yes I to know it all too well. thanks for the fav!

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Love is pain; a pain I need to survive.

I would rather die fighting, than die a coward hiding.

If you read my work, leave a comment please and I will do the same for you.


98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If
:icondarklit:
nice poem, some of it is actually well written, as opposed to the average thing like this.

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Purple. Because ice cream doesn't have bones.
:iconloveislost1987:
Thank you, very much for your comment.

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Love is pain; a pain I need to survive.

I would rather die fighting, than die a coward hiding.

If you read my work, leave a comment please and I will do the same for you.


98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If
:iconcelt-vampire:
Well i to know the pain from watching the blood flow out from my veins! But as i laid dying and my heart kept on crying a deamon apeard. She gave me a beating with words of truth that killed off my ego and made me see. I know know the feeling of loving myself and from my stong light everyone else is scared to death if they want me just harm and people of god they come to my arms!

hehe how is that for a comment^^ (And btw i got bad gramar skills (dyslexia) when it comes to english)

Well with this i want to say: I have seen hell in my life and i have been at the absolute bottom. If i told you wath i have seen you would cry blood! And the only thing that kept me from suicide and panic attacks was to drive a razerblade into my forehead and bleed until i fainted or cutting upp my arms! So i know the reason to cut onself and i know all to well of pain! But a woman helpt me get rid of the pain and inner darkness by showing me wath an egotistic idiot i´ve been! And i have come to a conclusion wich is: BALANCE!!! If you never see the dark and painfull side of life you can never know true happines! And you must love yourself and be happy with your body, skills and so on! If you respect yourself and bring balance to you life knowing and understanding that bad and awfull things happen for a reason, you can be happy! Wathever people say and want you to do you must do wath you feel is right in the first place! The only goal you should have is to be happy! Only when you are happy people around you can be happy! And nothing will ever be the end! One will always learn knew things and get new knowledge! And even if you come to a stop there is always another road to take! When you rise above simple idiots who only get pleasure from hurting you, then you can realy do wath you want and feel great doing it! (btw this is the life and way of a true satanist ^_^) Anyway take care of yourself and do not lie to yourself. If you start telling yourself the truth from your heart you will rise above everything!

hmmm.....Well i dont know if you need to hear this but judging from your poem....well....Its always good to share wath you know! ^^

Take care now!

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In life i ride a car <-> In reality a dragon

!!!Carpe Noctum!!!
:iconloveislost1987:
in all the time I have been a member on DA I don't think anyone has ever left a comment like this. Its honest, open and enlightening. Thank you. I am really glad you left this comment. I didn't cut till I fainted, just cut enough to feel the pain and release that it gave me. Lying to ones self is never an option no matter what faith you are. I'm a baptist, and I believe the same, that in order to be happy in this life you have to take things as they come and believe that there is more to life.

you know, you're right, I was thinking of hiding this piece because I didn't want to spread cutting or encourage it, but I do want to share what I know. That is why I post my work hear, to share with others what I know, think, believe and feel.
thank you for the wonderful comment and :+fav: :hug:

--
Love is pain; a pain I need to survive.

I would rather die fighting, than die a coward hiding.

If you read my work, leave a comment please and I will do the same for you.


98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If
:iconcelt-vampire:
Well keep on posting your work i think you got alot of god to share=)

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In life i ride a car <-> In reality a dragon

!!!Carpe Noctum!!!
:iconloveislost1987:
thank you, and I will :hug:

--
Love is pain; a pain I need to survive.

I would rather die fighting, than die a coward hiding.

If you read my work, leave a comment please and I will do the same for you.


98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If
:iconmormonchick1005:
I am a cutter too, and this poem speaks so honestly on a subject so many people tiptoe around. Well done.

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For you I'll wait
Til kingdom come
Until my day
My day is done
Just say you'll come
And set me free
Just say you'll wait
You'll wait for me
:iconloveislost1987:
Thank you. I miss how it feels actually.... if I'm going to write about something I have to be honest. God said "Thou shalt not lie."

--
Love is pain; a pain I need to survive.

I would rather die fighting, than die a coward hiding.

If you read my work, leave a comment please and I will do the same for you.


98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If

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